true love always hurts

i actually miss bill so much, i actually generally hate not talking to him like before we use to have like chats everyday and i didnt even get bored, even though we talked like 24/7. i just feel like i dont have noone to talk to anymore :( whereas i spoke to bill about everything,  idk things change too much i actually hate it like why cant things be normal and simple? and i just have what i want for a change?
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